That Jar Buried Deep in the Ground

Because an encounter brought two ignorant young people together, you not only cheated, but also destroyed me. I tried hard to find you but everything was in vain. I began to become decadent and depressed. Until one day you appeared by chance and I avoided your eyes. Do I still have a chance? Am I going to change? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.