Struggle in Rebirth

He had no education, worked a hard and cheap job every day, married an ordinary-looking woman, and lived with her in a rented house of only a dozen square meters, eating cheap but delicious meals every day, and wasting his years like this. He also struggled desperately and tried to make changes, but every time he was crushed by the cruel reality. Looking at his growing children, his haggard wife, and his aging parents, he was really tired. He had lost the courage to live. He was really a coward. He chose to end his life on a quiet night to escape his responsibilities as a son, a husband, and a father. But life played a joke on him, and he did not die. What's the use of ordinary people's struggles? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.