Young Man's Handwriting

I've lost so much to pornography... It's almost ruined my life... I am 18 years old and I started masturbating 6 years ago when I was 12 years old. That summer, I accidentally watched a pornographic film. In the days that followed, I thought about that scene every day, and my lower body became uncomfortably swollen... Then I started masturbating, and I couldn't control it. In the first month, it happened at least twice a day, and sometimes three or four times a day. Later, when I entered the first grade of junior high school, it gradually stabilized to once a day. In the second grade of junior high school, it became four times a week... I was immersed in obscene fantasies and the pleasure brought by masturbation all day long... During that period, I thought about quitting, but I couldn't control it whenever the desire struck me. Once I quit for a week, which was already torture for me, and then I started masturbating without limit. During that time, I was thinking about obscene things all day long in class, and my academic performance dropped significantly. I usually looked at obscene websites whenever I went online. In the third year of junior high school, I began to have obvious frequent urination. At that time, I still masturbated... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.