The Pulse of Destiny, the Responsibility of Destiny

I hate you because your appearance disrupted my original ordinary life; I hate you, because all the troubles started to come to me because of your appearance; I don't like you, because with your appearance, I start to become less like myself; What family lifeline, what destiny responsibilities, everything should have nothing to do with me, but why... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.