Atonement

I have been deceiving myself with lies all my life to let myself see the beauty of this world. I try to pull those who are about to enter darkness back from the cliff, but I am in darkness myself. I yearn for light. There are still a lot of angels hidden in human beings, aren't there? I kept questioning everything I had done. Now that I think about it, everything should have been normal, but I wanted to delve deeper. It would be great if nothing happened, if I grew up in a very normal environment, if... I know there are not so many ifs. Thank you, you allowed me to find the meaning of my life. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.