Is It a Dream? Please! Don't Let Me Wake Up!

I? An ordinary man in his early twenties! Doing an ordinary job, living an ordinary life, and having ordinary worries every day? ! If! If there is really an if! Then can you let me live again! Believe me! I won't be rich! I won't show off and slap you in the face! I won't go around messing around*! I just want to... Just want to... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.