Ten Years of Pain in an Ordinary Life

My original intention of writing this is to record my frivolous ignorance when I was young, to record her who was the most beautiful in my memory, and to record every bit of my past. I am afraid, I am afraid that one day I will not even have you anymore. What should I do? I don't want you to be vague in my mind, so I write everything that follows. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.