Desperate for Redemption

Once... Again... I'm back in this world... This world built by language... Why... Why can't you just let me die? I don't want to see my friends and family die anymore, I don't want to hurt others anymore, I don't want to experience the pain anymore… God, the God who created me, please... Give me the so-called salvation! This is my first time writing, so it may be very bad, please forgive me T^T This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.