The Devil Who Longs for Heaven

I am a devil, I was once an angel, I was sentenced to heaven, I have never seen my heavenly father, I have been praying, I do not desire forgiveness, I do not beg to return to my homeland, I just, I just, want a relief. I was once an angel. After leaving heaven, I no longer have eternal holiness. I don't care, I am a devil. An angel who lost his holiness and found his humanity. Yes, I am a devil. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.