Infinite Is God or Demon

I have experienced hardships and persisted in living until the moment of death. Only then did I understand the truth, who is controlling all this? Who will I dare to vent to? Who will do the half for me for my eternal loneliness? Who will I confide to for my endless loneliness? It's raw, I don't dare, what's the use of this endless power? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.