I Love You, but It Has Nothing to Do with You

You and I, yin and yang are separated, and we have never met since then. My ignorance has caused this situation. You will always consider me. You are obviously seriously ill, but you don't want to tell me, worrying that it will put pressure on me. But I am still ignorant. I long for the beauty of shojo comics, but forget the cruelty of reality. I'm sorry... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.