Keep Running: The Pretty Boy

I remember when I was writing this book, a senior said that if you are a pretty boy, everyone will know that you are a pretty boy, but you will never do anything like a pretty boy. But I was relatively young at the time, so I refuted it and told my seniors that you don't understand. When you are a pretty boy, you have to be careful. Later, I wrote it in a rush, but it collapsed. This is really a sad story...

** Damn, I spent money and now I can't see what I'm doing.

Why can't I see it now?