Sorry, Bye!

Every time after twelve o'clock in the night, I would sit quietly by the window and light a cigarette, listening to the song that made me cry over and over again, and cried over and over again. But you will never hear me getting up like you did before, and you will get up quietly, hug me from behind, take the cigarette from my hand, and turn off the song. Put my head on your chest and let me cry until I cry enough. I will fall asleep after crying enough. You will take me back to bed again and hold me to sleep. You will call me stupid, but you will also help me with my homework seriously. You will call me fat, but you will also be angry because I skip meals to lose weight. You would bully others back when I was being bullied, you would tell jokes and jokes to tease me when I was unhappy, you would take the cigarette out of my hand when I was smoking and ask me to quit smoking, you would take me home when I was drunk and acting out, you would come to someone to beat me up because of other people's teasing, and your parents would not know you, you would... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.