May I Never Wake up from My Dream Love

I was in too deep and couldn't leave. It wasn't until I did that I realized that I was a fool. Unfortunately, it was already too late. If it was just a dream, I would never wake up. Unfortunately, my reason told me that this was not a dream, but reality. I don't regret everything I have given, but it doesn't mean that I can't hate it. I still hate myself, why I fell into this love, and why I am useless. I have learned to love, but I have not learned to forget. How much I wish to forget, but I can't forget it no matter what. I would like to forget and never wake up. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.