Chang'an Night Talk

When I was very young, I began to believe that this capital city called Chang'an was as stable and peaceful as its name. So every quiet night, I hoped that the person I loved could live in Chang'an. I can't remember how I fell in love with Lin Yezhen. Was it the first time we met, or were we going to live and die together? Maybe it was earlier, but I don't understand why we have gone through so much but it's still like a blank square. I have never resented a city so much, why it is so big, so big that I have never encountered it even though I am in the same city. I remember that day you asked me: Songluo, how are you doing? What is good? If it's good to have good clothes, fine food, red lights and green wine, then I'm fine, but I just miss you so much. Time passes so slowly. It's only been one year, but I feel like it has been a lifetime. The so-called insanity means not letting go, and the so-called resentment means having no choice. I don't want to complain, but I am already crazy~ This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.