Benevolent

I know that he died, but I don't know why he died, why? I laugh and laugh during the day because I still don't know the ferocity of human nature. I cried at night, crying loudly, because I felt that I was enveloped in darkness. There's so much I don't know about him, them, and how many secrets there are. I was imprisoned, I think I was fed poison, I was suppressed here, I seemed to be suffocated. As soon as you close your eyes, the blood will flow into the river; as soon as you close your eyes, it will be that face, that gentle face. I'm helpless. I don't understand what it is that I have been tracing. It seems that everything is in vain. The ups and downs of life make me confused, as if only a shell of my body is left... ——Chen Siyu ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.