Bloodthirsty Princess Hate

I've been crazy, I've been stupid, I've been persistent, I've persisted, I've loved, and in the end I've been alone. . . A person is suffering, but is abandoned by the person closest to him. There is a kind of love, which is obviously deep love, but cannot be expressed; there is a kind of love, which obviously wants to give up, but cannot let go; there is a kind of love, which is clearly known to be torment, but cannot be avoided; there is a kind of love, which is clearly known to result in pain, but the heart has long been unable to take it back... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.