Lonely Spinning Sad Eyes

I once said: Time cannot erase the gorgeous memories of our childhood. I once said: I was ignorant at that time and did a lot of wrong things. Thank you for tolerating me. I once said: I want to leave a space in my heart for you forever. I once said; I miss you, very much, very much. I once said; I feel like we have changed a lot,,,,,,, then you still remember Me...? Actually, it's a very sad thing. I always feel it's fake. It used to be so good, how could it be... Someone said to me: If the feelings that are forgotten over time are not real, they are made up of lies. Are we too? I don't want to know. I would rather believe this is true. I believe it all my life. At least, this is a beautiful scam. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.