Lonely and Worried

The rain falls gently in front of my window, as if the glass is also weeping. Looking at the people on the street through the window, they all seem happier than me. I tested the loneliness of missing you in my heart, and it turns out that I still want your company the most. I often dream about the warm summers and warm winters we walked together. I really want to know how you are doing now and whether you still think of me occasionally. Sometimes I would rather you used to be a little bad to me, so that I wouldn't always imagine that we will have eternity. Nothing I can do will help. I can only persist silently and love you in my own way. And I firmly believe that time is just burying love deep in the heart. I foolishly thought that if there were no more ripples in my heart, that would be relief, that would be forgetting. When tears blurred my vision again, I realized that you are still the one I love most. Over time, the love learned is tolerance and forgiveness. Because it is forgiveness, I can still smile when I think of it. Because it is forgiveness, it is more proof of dedication... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.