The Wind There

From July 2003 to 2004, I was busy looking for a job. I still have confidence in my future. This is the belief I have always adhered to. However, sometimes I feel very confused and face the future at a loss. 2003 Was my first year after graduation and I started working. 2004 Was the most frustrating and difficult year for me. During this year, I lost friends, the opportunity to pursue my ideals, and the courage to pursue love. In the real world, I don't dare to face everything, and in the inner world, I don't dare to face feelings. Every day is shrouded in gray. I really need a torrential rain, I want to soak in the rain, I want to wake myself up. In a rainy winter, I sat alone in an empty study room, holding an acoustic guitar, listening to the rain, and wrote on paper with a ballpoint pen: It is another rainy day, and I am sitting in front of my window. Seeing the raindrops flying on my face, thinking of my friends far away... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.