My Youth That Is About to Pass Away

Some things are like this, I don't know how to start or how to end. Just like when I want to write these things, before I write, I will think about the beginning very imaginatively, and even think about some details clearly. When I sit in front of the computer and write my name "my dying youth", my mind goes blank. I heard others say that if you want to write a novel or something, you must have a genius who writes like a god and writes like a spring. Whenever I think of this, I start to doubt whether I can write the thing in front of me well, and whether many people will be able to read it in the future. Oh my gosh, it seems very difficult for me to do anything now. Even if I want to do something I like, I have to think about this and that. If things continue like this, I probably won't be able to do anything like that in my life, let alone anything big. How sad I am! So now I can only treat it as a little hobby of my own and work hard on it. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.