Ambiguity Between Two Boys

I often wonder: Are there emotions between men that transcend friendship but are different from love? Maybe not, but if not, I really can't find the right words to describe or define the relationship between me and Ye Fan; if there is, what kind of feeling is it, and how should I treat it? Maybe it's just an ambiguity, although it's also hard to let go. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.