I Love You, That Was Only Once

The days were long and there was nothing to do. When I am lonely, I always long for someone to listen to me. I know this is a luxury thought. Sometimes I am really afraid of loneliness, that kind of emptiness in my soul, like the endless darkness that I dare not face in the middle of the night. However, this feeling is sometimes everywhere, like a ghost. That kind of inner entanglement is like the entanglement between angels and devils. Thinking of someone in your heart sometimes makes you feel very happy. The moment of happiness is boundless loneliness, just like the song "I don't miss you because I am lonely, but I am lonely because I miss you." This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.