Kneel Down Because of My Father's Tears

I have always had a wish, that is to kneel in front of my father, apologize to him and wish him all the best. However, our family is relatively revolutionary. Since we were young, our parents have taught us to be simple in everything and to oppose evil spirits, feudal superstitions and ethics. Kneeling down and worshiping are naturally included. The revolutionary ideological education we have received since childhood has made us very disgusted with the scenes of crying children and long-term affection. We respect the feelings of parents more than respecting them. After I had children, my understanding of my parents made a qualitative leap. My father's words about me can be summed up as follows: "In terms of filial piety, no one can compare to me. I have to work hard to show respect. I give my best to our elders and care about them very much. I just do whatever I want. I don't respect the opinions and suggestions of the elders." Looking back on the past, I always feel guilty for the ignorant and mischievous things I did when I was young that brought bad luck to my father. I always feel sad and sad when I look at my elderly father. I always want to kneel and kowtow in front of my father, and make a deep and sincere apology to him for the injustice I have caused him. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.