Can't Bear It or Can't Bear It

I walked around, but my love for you has not changed for a day. Your indifference has broken my heart. If you don't see me next time, please don't call me. Your unintentional greetings will make me fall into your heart and my scam again. Being introverted and not good at expressing myself, I tried my best to love you in my own way, but everything was denied by you. I am mentally ill, I know, you don't need to emphasize it again and again, your cold violence hurts my heart deeply. The pain before has become insensitive now, and my heart has closed the door for you. Now you are pretending to be kind and caring about me, how ridiculous it is to me. The road ahead will be long, and I will work hard to walk on it. My child, it is my fault. I should not have brought you into this world. You have to accept the suffering of this world and experience the pain of a divorced family. As I go round and round, I always have you in my heart, wondering how cheap my love is because you are disgusted by my out-of-shape pregnancy and unstable work. One sentence: "My life is still very long. I want to live for myself. How correct but how hurtful" This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.