Changhong Xuejin

Lin Xiaoman's youth was not beautiful. Her world is one of disease, poverty, forgotten families and unspoken anger. She never learned how to be loved, and she never dared to approach anyone easily. Xiao Ran's youth has no aura either. He is not the young man who "saves Cinderella" in the novel. He is just an ordinary boy who was pushed to grow up by the death of his mother and the family power struggle. He wanted to get close to Xiaoman, but he couldn't get close again and again. They are not each other's salvation. They are just trying to keep a little bit of themselves from being assimilated in the heaviest moment of their fate. This is a struggle that started in childhood. It is a glimmer of light that two people built on the ruins of life. "In our generation, we never write at the end of a composition." Then I'll write it down myself. I write to myself, and to you who haven't given up yet. This is a social record of growth as a metaphor and a gentle struggle under intergenerational conflict. Write to our imperfect youth, write to our old days after 2000 This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.