One Difference and Two Widths

When I was eighteen years old, I was brutally violated and lost my innocence. Gu Shen, the bamboo horse, promised me with tears in his eyes that he would take care of me and protect me for the rest of his life. But on the eve of the wedding, he asked me to repair the ***. He said he didn't want to have any regrets with me and wanted to give me the most wonderful experience on our wedding night. I was deeply moved until I accidentally heard him talking to Bai Yueguang on the phone after being hungover. "So what if she repairs her *** again?" "The thought of doing something like that with her makes me sick." "She has been slept with by so many people, and I don't even know if she has contracted any diseases..." "Xi Xi, I actually dream of marrying you. If it weren't for the fact that I owe her, I definitely wouldn't..." Tears welled up in my eyes. I raised my hand to wipe them away and made an appointment for abortion without hesitation. But when he saw the fetal specimens and my suspended corpse, why did the man who hated me suddenly go crazy? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.