The Great Elder Who Travels Frequently

I am a sect elder who is respected by thousands of people, but privately I am struggling to make a living. On the surface, there is unlimited glory, but under one person, in fact, he is fighting against the five scum and has no right to speak. Fortunately, he has been in the sect for a long time, is protected by the sect leader, and no one covets his position. When can I retire? I look up to the sky and sigh, my clothes wet with tears... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.