A Rebellious Lifelong Love

I thought I was used to the days of not writing, but today, a long time later, I suddenly felt that I should record my past, present or even future thoughts; maybe one day my child will grow up and when he sees my writing, he will understand everything I have done. I don't expect him to understand, I just hope someone can understand my inner journey. There is always an unexpected silence after the hustle and bustle. I suddenly found that words are still my most loyal friends and confidants. Perhaps, they are the only ones who understand me best. Only by facing it can I dare to face the truest self in my heart. I remember when I was in college, the teacher in my psychology class said that personality is divided into three types according to Freud's "psychoanalytic theory": id, ego, and superego. The "id" is the biological instinctive impulse of human beings, and the "superego" is the internalization of social rules. Human behavior all originates from the id, and only after the superego corrects its behavior that does not conform to social rules does it manifest itself and reach the self. There are no legal sanctions and no moral constraints here. As the teacher said: "Maybe your idea is illegal, but it is reasonable." This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.