Distant Heaven

I fainted on the street for no reason, and then I met a woman who changed my life. A beautiful woman said that she had been waiting for me for many years. I don't know which of her words were true and which of them were false. But what I can be sure of is that her sincere and fiery gaze belongs exclusively to me. My ordinary life is a life cursed by heaven, but also a life favored by heaven. I looked at the pattern as if I were looking at a person who couldn't speak. I couldn't hear Hibiscus's voice. Was it drowned out by the sound of rain? My tears have long since dried up. How much I want to hear your voice, the wild geese are here, they are the birds that miss their old friends, but they did not bring your voice. Since I was twenty years old, I have been yearning for the distant place passionately. I feel that I belong to the distant place and I want to go as far as possible. I want to go to the end of the earth and disappear into a place I don't even know. Every time, I hear a voice: Go far away, this is a call. It seems that life can only be called life if it is handed over to the distance. But what am I looking for? I have no idea. What kind of inner world is this? It takes us a lifetime to look inside. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.