We Are Alone Not Far Away

My good friend and girlfriend and I stayed in this city after graduation. However, due to various reasons, we were only a few dozen minutes away from each other, but we rarely saw each other. Whenever we calm down, we are surrounded by a strong sense of loneliness. This is a very special kind of loneliness. After a long time, even if we sit together to eat, we are still surrounded by this. Surrounded by a feeling of loneliness and powerlessness, even if we go out to play together, I always feel that I can't lift my spirits. I don't know if it comes from the despair of my current life or something else. I begin to long for cigarettes. I have never smoked cigarettes, but I always have a strange feeling in my heart: that small cigarette can fill my heart. I realized something was wrong, I needed someone to talk to, and I needed to share my life with others to relieve the loneliness and anxiety in my heart, so I wrote this for who knows how much, for who knows how long, for a person who is just like a mentally ill person, a pastime when I am bored, and a catharsis when I am lonely. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.