My Bloody Life

It's disgusting. Everything my father-in-law did and what my husband said made me feel even more disgusting and even more repulsive to men. It seemed like I was the one who did the wrong thing, and I was obviously the most innocent. My parents taught me since I was a child that when I get married, I should treat my husband's family as I treat them, love each other, respect my husband's parents, be sweet in my mouth, buy more when I buy things, and not eat alone. I should cook more meals for everyone to eat. This is even more true after I have children. I do everything I do with the help of the whole family. I did everything I could to be nice to my parents-in-law, but I didn't expect that in the eyes of my mother-in-law, my kindness transcended the boundaries between me and my father-in-law. My father-in-law thought that I had other motives for being nice to him. What's more, I didn't expect that my family didn't visit the groom's home before getting married, so we didn't know the character of his family. I never expected that my father-in-law was a person with questionable conduct and liked to mess around with men and women. Until my father-in-law started to touch me and made physical contact intentionally or unintentionally, I suppressed the feeling of distress and nausea. I wanted to scold him directly but was afraid that the other party would unintentionally cause misunderstanding. Until this time, he put his hand on my shoulder when I was playing on the computer unprepared. When I was panicking, my mother-in-law happened to go upstairs and bump into her... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.