Mother Mourning

He was almost confused, and he always felt that there was something missing in his life. A fortune teller once said: "Young man, your horoscope is very good. You are the gold in the sea. You will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life, and you will not be short of money to spend! It's just that you are a bit stubborn and cannot let others defeat you. You always have bad luck when things are approaching...". Perhaps it was a prophecy, or perhaps it was fate. He always felt that there was a barrier above his head, limiting the height of his life. No matter how hard he tried, no matter how good he was, he could not escape the barrier. School admission, career choice, and marriage were all three things in life, and he had regrets in everything. He was confused, angry, depressed, and tasted all kinds of flavors in the world. You make mistakes every step of the way, but you still make mistakes. You endure and persevere. Why do you persevere? Who do you insist on? What to hold on to? I don't know, I have been searching hard, maybe all this is to fulfill the maternal love that is wrapped in resentment, unwillingness, domineering, and strong... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.