Losing Myself, I Need to Show My Soul

I am a person with extremely low self-esteem. I once tried to stir up my insides, only to find them empty. They are probably insects lurking in the shadows that are afraid of the light. While they long for the sun, their body as a mayfly cannot withstand the light and heat. I thought, I probably need a new identity, one identity after another that can show my charm and shine. Even though I am as small as dust, I still want to influence the people and things around me, and I hope to become the character I like in my heart. Or what I want is not to imitate you, but to replace you. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.