Polar Star

When will the sharp knives hanging in my heart fall? They said I deserved to die, and maybe it was true, because the light never shined on me, and God never protected me, but I thought, "I can also become a god." After working hard to become a god, I was not very happy, but until you appeared, I realized that you are my god, and I am your most loyal believer. It turns out that at a certain moment, faith was reshaped, and sharp blades that did not belong to me came as promised, stabbing into the heart one after another. Am I too sensitive? You say, no, it's because I'm still a human being. I have always been. Darkness once enveloped me, but one day the sun broke in. It was warm and comfortable, and the darkness also escaped. I was finally bathed in the sunshine. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.