We Who Are Struggling at the Bottom

Maybe one day I will have a beer belly and become a greasy uncle running around for three meals. Whenever I think of you, I think back to the self who was obsessed with love and romantic to death... What is lovesickness? No deletion, no chatting, no interruption, can you be more specific? I've loved, hated, been sad, is that okay? Be more specific... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.