Admiration Ten Years Ago

It's a "little sweet article"∽ I've loved him for ten years and still can't be together, so what? Why would he mess with me if he doesn't love me? In the end, I finally figured out that if I love him, what can he do if he doesn't love me? But why did I give up, become disappointed, and no longer love... Did he just wake up? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.