It Is Also Contrary to Destiny

I want someone to accompany me until the end, and I want a just world. Should I bear the burden of the world for one person, or should I bear the burden of the world and forget one person? I live in a carefree world, but I have long realized that I am different. What should I do? Should I follow their path, or choose a third, completely different path? Are you my lover, or are you just a stepping stone for me? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.