Well-Known Double Standards

There are too many trivial things in life, and I am troubled by them. I want to seek a new attitude towards life, rather than simply living. I long for the distance and the unknown, but some kind of concerns scare me. One day I suddenly discovered that I was mediocre and even cutely stupid, and I was inevitably a little disappointed in myself. Everyone I love is leaving me, and everyone who loves me is slowly moving away. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.