A Colorless and Decadent Life

Maybe I shouldn't have been born in this world, experiencing an ordinary and painful life. Maybe my pain is not worth mentioning compared with others. What are the causes and consequences of such a life? Are I really willing to be ordinary? Are these all caused by your own lack of effort? You want to make a living, but you don't dare to give in, take risks, or hit a wall. It's so easy. Since you are indifferent, you should be content and live a good life... The experience of a boy who may be suffering from depression This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.