What Can I Do If I Go Back to Thirteen Years Ago?

What can an unskilled white man do if he goes back to 13 years ago and relies on his memory of the past ten years to take the lead? If you go back to the past, what can you remember? Fortunately, I can dream. In my dreams, I can always recall more or less the news of the past ten years. If I say I'm not worried, then that's true. What could be worse than living as a white man in this life? Say I'm worried, but I also want to have a good time, as if I can afford to wear it again! This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.