How to Relieve Worries

I, why, no one knows why I suffer from depression. I believe this world is beautiful, and I want to live happily, but my life is destined to be ordinary but not ordinary. Most of my friends and relatives have mental illness. I don't know what's wrong with this day and age, why there is so much depression. At first I believed I was sick and I volunteered for treatment, then I found out I wasn't sick... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.