Reborn in the Third Life, He Has Become a God, but His Childhood Sweetheart Is Nowhere to Be Seen

I don't envy others becoming gods, I just hate that I am too weak to protect you. Even after three lives of rebirth, there is nothing I can do in the end, I can only watch you die in my arms. I only hate that "I have become a god but have no Tao. I have become a god just for the sake of Tao, but I cannot achieve Tao. I have been born for three lives, but my wife has given birth to me in my last life. My wife is old and I have been born, and my wife is dead and I am my own god. My wife hates me for not being born, and I hate my wife for being dead." Reborn in a foreign land for the fourth time, will you and I make the same mistakes again, or... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.