Am I Guilty?

A person who has been bullied, is not understood by anyone, and breaks out in despair. Is it right or wrong? Is everything he does wrong? "My name is Yin Jie. I was beaten again today when I first entered school. Why was I beaten again? Why is it so painful to go to school? My parents didn't understand me at all even if I told them. I obviously did nothing wrong." "My classmates who were bullied like me have also turned around, and now I'm the only one left, haha..." "Just be patient and it'll be fine. Haven't I always been like this?" "I got beaten again today. Why did I get beaten? Did I do something wrong? Hahaha, I obviously didn't do anything." "Kill, kill, kill, hahahaha, they are all dead, why? I obviously did nothing wrong, why are you forcing me?" "Maybe I should be the one who was destroyed. Maybe it was my fault in the first place, but nothing matters anymore. The world is gone." Death may be the beginning. Yin Jie, who is already dead, shares a body with a cowardly freshman in high school. What would a person who just wanted to commit suicide do when faced with a scene that seemed familiar? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.