I Haven't Woken up Yet, He Hasn't Come Yet

Being in it, I can't extricate myself. I can't see clearly who he is, let alone how many secrets he has. Why does he love me but restrain me? Why can't I escape his control? Who is he? Who is the master of the yard? Why do I faint for no reason and only remember him when I wake up. All I remember is that I opened the attic, opened the safe, and passed out. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.