Eternal Life of Punishment

Is eternal life a gift from God or a punishment? What is the final relief after thousands of years of running away? I am tired, so let me use my life to eliminate people's greed for eternal life and end their sad fate. If there is an afterlife, I would like to be born into an ordinary family, live an ordinary life, and never regret it! This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.