It’s Just a Band, Is It Really Worth Dying Over?

My name is An Xialingjin. Both my parents are alive, my upbringing was relaxed, and my family is well-off. I have an older sister with exceptional intelligence and talent who will inherit the family business. I have little ambition and no goals. Apart from being a bit unlucky, I have no special qualities, or so I think. School life has been uneventful, I've never been bullied, and my classmates are all pretty normal. The only real excitement in my life is the band my classmates dragged me into forming. There's the dependable young lady keyboardist and composer, terrifyingly capable of getting things done; the expressionless, cool beauty of a guitarist; the incredibly gentle, motherly bassist; the tsundere, long-haired drummer; and finally, the timid, insecure, withdrawn, short-haired lead singer and lyricist, who gets doted on by everyone and has a collecting obsession. Do they really need me, anyway? I don't get it. But the days I spend with them are pretty fun. My bandmates all have their own quirks, but they're really nice people. At least, that's what I thought at first. Only later did I understand what a terrible whirlpool that naive version of me had wandered into... I mean, it's just a band! Is it really worth living and dying over?! [MyGO Fanfic]