"My wish is to change the history in which I once pulled the sword from the stone."
"Ah, I know. I know this wish is wrong. I know it denies everything from that era, and denies the glory of all the knights who once followed me. A wish like this could never be right."
"But... I can't accept it!!!"
"I did so much, and did it so well. Why did I still have to face that ending?"
"I believe I did everything perfectly. Why did I still have to face that ending??"
"To become a perfect king, I gave up everything: my identity as a girl, my identity as a knight, and my identity as... a human being."
"How could you expect me... to accept that?!"
"So I want to know: if I hadn't been the one to draw the sword from the stone, if I hadn't become king, could someone else have done better than me? Could someone else have been more perfect?"
"King Arthur or the Knight King would never have done this, right?"
"But I'm sorry. The me who has appeared in this Holy Grail War is neither King Arthur nor the Knight King. I'm just a selfish girl."