If their lives had four seasons, mine would have only spring and winter. From the moment I was born, it was a vibrant spring. A gentle mother, an adorable little sister, a tsundere childhood friend, a mischievous aunt, and a colorful symphony that played every day without fail. From Vienna to Japan, we laughed and rejoiced, looking forward to an even brighter tomorrow. But from that day on, my life entered the depths of winter. I learned many things I had never dared imagine, and became someone I had never wanted to be. At sixteen, I had already lost my youth, as if it had never even begun. But then an old acquaintance suddenly appeared and upended my life. She said, "If you want to fulfill your wish, then go enjoy your youth for once." So I set out, carrying that lifeless heart and my white wish for youth.
(A Scum's Wish, Oregairu, and White Album 2 crossover fanfic, with an unconventional protagonist. Hope you enjoy.)