I Forgot to Inflate My Wife

I just want to write a novel properly.

But why did things turn out like this?

For the first time, I found someone I liked, and also gained a lifelong friend. The two joys overlapped, and that double joy brought even more joy. I should have been living a dreamlike, blissful life by now, so why did things turn out like this?

I couldn't help but fall into deep thought.